Ever been in a deep dark tunnel, maybe in a train or a cave and you wonder when it's going to end because it seems to just keep going and going and going and going.....
That has been me the past couple months. I have been stuck in a deep dark tunnel with no end in sight. It seems like not matter how hard I fight to get to the end or how patient I try to be in waiting for the end to come, it doesn't get any closer.
I was questioning a lot of things in my life and rather I am doing them right or handling them right. The last couple days I have talked to some wonderful friends who have lifted my spirits and confirmed things for me that have helped so much. They have given me a since of purpose again and it feels good!
Now, I can see a little glimmer of light. Just a glimmer but it is giving me hope that maybe, just maybe, I am reaching then end of this particular tunnel. I know there will be others but this one has been particularly hard. I can honestly say I am more then ready to be out of this one!
I have more hope then I have had in a while. My smile is starting to come back just a little and I'm not so weepy. I'm starting to find myself again, and I like it. I like me. (insert big smile here)