Thursday, September 2, 2010

A Little Light at the End of the Tunnel

Ever been in a deep dark tunnel, maybe in a train or a cave and you wonder when it's going to end because it seems to just keep going and going and going and going.....

That has been me the past couple months.  I have been stuck in a deep dark tunnel with no end in sight. It seems like not matter how hard I fight to get to the end or how patient I try to be in waiting for the end to come, it doesn't get any closer.

I was questioning a lot of things in my life and rather I am doing them right or handling them right.  The last couple days I have talked to some wonderful friends who have lifted my spirits and confirmed things for me that have helped so much.  They have given me a since of purpose again and it feels good!

Now,  I can see a little glimmer of light.  Just a glimmer but it is giving me hope that maybe, just maybe, I am reaching then end of this particular tunnel.  I know there will be others but this one has been  particularly hard.  I can honestly say I am more then ready to be out of this one!

I have more hope then I have had in a while.  My smile is starting to come back just a little and I'm not so weepy.  I'm starting to find myself again, and I like it.  I like me. (insert big smile here)


Joanne said...

I like you too! Glad to hear things are starting to come around. Isn't it a relief when things aren't so dark anymore?

Wanna hear something funny? I just went to type in the verification word and saw that it was "light"! How perfect!

Reyna said...

Heather, I know that damn tunnel too well. I am glad that you are finding the light and hope you know that you are never alone. We are all in this together...having friends like you make this journey with "d" more tolerable.

Meri said...

Oh my gosh! I totally like you too! I'm so happy you are coming out of the funk...I know the feeling well, when you start to find your smile again. ((HUGS)) to you! Keep moving! You'll get to the end of the tunnel soon!


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