Monday, February 28, 2011

On the 1st

I know it's not the first of the month, but I thought I would share this today since I  have a special post for tomorrow.  


On the first of every month, the emotions flood over me again. 

On the first of every month, I remember the soaked diapers and the sippy cup glued to her hand

On the first of every month, is a day I will never forget

On the first of every month, I remember her blue lips and sunken eyes

On the first of every month, my mind recalls how many months it's been

On the first of ever month, I remember her lying in her hospital bed

On the first of every month, my heart relives the pain and hurt

On the first of every month, I remember those first shots

On the first of every month, I am reminded how close we came to loosing her

On the first of every month, I thank God we still have her


5 comments:

Lora said...

<3

Donna ((Sweet Momma)) said...

((((HUGS))))

htimm=) said...

<3 ((hugs)) <3

Reyna said...

Love to you Heather!

Anonymous said...

I'm glad you are able to let your feelings out. I hope one day your grief will fade so you will find yourself not even noticing the first has come and gone. You will still feel this way, but not as often. It will happen in time.

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