What would life be like after a cure?
I wouldn't WORRY anymore that I will go upstairs and not be able to wake Love Bug up in the morning.
I wouldn't have to listen to Love Bug cry and scream when she is LOW.
I wouldn't have to see her glassy eyes when she is HIGH.
I wouldn't have to POKE her little fingers 8-10 times a day.
I wouldn't have to look at her PUMP as a machine that keeps my baby a live.
I wouldn't feel the need to throw a mommy temper tantrum in the middle of the night when I am so FRUSTRATED I can't see straight.
I wouldn't find test strips all over my house ANYMORE.
I wouldn't have to tell Love Bug she CAN'T eat something because her sugar is to high or low.
I wouldn't have to hear Love Bug say, "I DON'T want to change my site mom, can't we do it tomorrow?"
I would be SHOUTING. (at the top of my lungs) PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!
I would start CRYING uncontrollably.
I would be full of HOPE
I would be giddy with EXCITEMENT
I would be able to SLEEP an entire night for the first time in over a year.
I would be able to walk out of the house with JUST my purse.
I would be able to talk to people about her diagnosis without bursting out in tears of sadness but tears of JOY.
I would be able to hug Love Bug and tell her everything will be okay, and REALLY mean it.
I would be able to BURN all of her diabetes supplies, and I would throw a BIG party to do it!
I would SLEEP, a lot.
I would be able to CELEBRATE her CURE DAY instead of dreading her diagnosis day every year.
I would be able to BREATHE knowing Love Bug will live a full and healthy life without the worries of this horrible disease.
I would SLEEP . (did I mention that before?)
Now, if only the DREAM was a REALITY.