Sunday, September 12, 2010

Ramblings...

So this weekend has been pretty good, and busy. We went to my hubby's work picnic yesterday. It was wet and cold but the girls had a lot of fun. Then today we had a church picnic which was a blast!  The weather was much nicer today and the girls enjoyed the pizza and ice cream.  Well everyone but Lovebug, she didn't want to eat anything but a bag of Cheetos and that was okay with me.  Not the healthiest lunch in the world but it doesn't happen very often.  


I'm really glad that it has been busy because it has kept my mind off of Monday, until now. 


I had to pack Lovebug's "tote" of snacks for lows at school.  Hopefully she won't need them.  Then I got her backpack out and packed it and got the clothes laid out. I'm just praying I don't forget anything.  


I have so many emotions  running through my head right now that I don't even know where to begin. I'm scared nervous, worried, sad, and not ready.  Yet I am happy and excited for Lovebug as she starts this new journey in her life.  


I'm sure tomorrow is going to bring lots of tears and quite possibly a nervous breakdown, but I think I will survive it.....right? I have to stay positive.  Lovebug is super excited so I have to be for her, even though I'm pretty sure I'm not ready to send her to school yet.  


If I keep telling my self that everything will be okay then it will be....


 I'm just praying I can get a little bit of sleep tonight and tomorrow I won't be too overly emotional.  (I'm trying to convince myself and it's still not working.)


Well, I guess I'll see you on the other side tomorrow, if I make it! 



6 comments:

connie said...

I feel for you! I had all of those emotions too when I was getting ready to send Miss E off to kindergarten...I was a mess!!!

I worked myself all up, and ya know what happened? Nada...she LOVES school, the school loves her and she has been doing amazing! I will be posting about it soon but I just wanted to offer you a big Cyber Hug!!! I know just how you feel my friend and I hope you get some rest tonight...tomorrow will be a big day for you :)

I look forward to hearing more about this new journey.

Reyna said...

Heather...I cannot wait to hear how Lovebug does with her first day. I sooo get it. I have been there. I definitely had a very rough time when Joe started K-garten. I was nervous for him to be out of my care for a full day. Hang in there. Know you have all of us that love and care for you.

Pam said...

You'll make it, and so will Lovebug. You're only a phonecall away if she needs you. Good luck!

Wendy said...

Oh the wave of emotion!!! I remember it so clearly and will pray for your peaceful heart.

Please update us soon!!!!!

Heidi / D-Tales said...

I know those emotions all too well. Hang in there! She's going to do well, and everything really will be okay.

Donna ((Sweet Momma)) said...

I am dying to hear how today is going! In fact... I am heading over to FB RIGHT NOW to check!!!
(((HUGS)))
Update us soon, k?

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