Ramblings...

So this weekend has been pretty good, and busy. We went to my hubby's work picnic yesterday. It was wet and cold but the girls had a lot of fun. Then today we had a church picnic which was a blast!  The weather was much nicer today and the girls enjoyed the pizza and ice cream.  Well everyone but Lovebug, she didn't want to eat anything but a bag of Cheetos and that was okay with me.  Not the healthiest lunch in the world but it doesn't happen very often.  


I'm really glad that it has been busy because it has kept my mind off of Monday, until now. 


I had to pack Lovebug's "tote" of snacks for lows at school.  Hopefully she won't need them.  Then I got her backpack out and packed it and got the clothes laid out. I'm just praying I don't forget anything.  


I have so many emotions  running through my head right now that I don't even know where to begin. I'm scared nervous, worried, sad, and not ready.  Yet I am happy and excited for Lovebug as she starts this new journey in her life.  


I'm sure tomorrow is going to bring lots of tears and quite possibly a nervous breakdown, but I think I will survive it.....right? I have to stay positive.  Lovebug is super excited so I have to be for her, even though I'm pretty sure I'm not ready to send her to school yet.  


If I keep telling my self that everything will be okay then it will be....


 I'm just praying I can get a little bit of sleep tonight and tomorrow I won't be too overly emotional.  (I'm trying to convince myself and it's still not working.)


Well, I guess I'll see you on the other side tomorrow, if I make it!