Our Christmas

Ours was different this year.  Normally we have the hub bub of driving from here and there and everywhere but this year, we decided to stay home.  Since this was our first year just the 5 of us I decided that I had to finish my Christmas shopping that morning.  (I would not recommend this nor will I do this in the future.) I ended up spending all morning and part of the afternoon shopping.  I love shopping but just no on Christmas Eve. 

We had a very relaxing evening though.  I made a virtually carb free dinner of Chicken wings, carrots, cucumbers, cheese slices, brown n serve rolls and pickles.  (the pickles  were supposed to be Pickle Wraps but I forgot the meat for them and didnt' realize it until I went to make them...) 

We let the girls stay up late and we watched The Chronicles Of Narnia (the Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe) with them.  This was one of my favorite books growing up and the girls just love the movie.  ( I can't wait to see the new one that just came out!) 

After the girls went to bed I wrapped presents and stuffed stockings for Christmas morning.  I finally made it to bed at 1am Christmas morning! 

I had dreams of how Christmas morning would be this year.  Well, you all know about dreams and the fact they rarely come true....

It wasn't that mine didn't come true but it all started out much different then I would have liked.

I didn't wake up to the sound of the girls asking if we could open presents yet, I woke up to Lovebug telling me that Dexie was broken. HUH?  I shook my head.  Did I hear her right?  Dexie is BROKEN?!  As I look at Dexie, she isn't broken.  (thank God!!)  She does need a sensor change though. I wanted Christmas to be free of site changes and sensor changes.  Thanks D.  That was a great way to start Christmas morning off.  

Needless to say I did not want the girls to have to wait any longer then they already had to wait to open presents.  I decided to wait until bedtime to put a new sensor in and go without Dexie for the day.  Normally, this would have sent me into a panic but for some reason, I just went with the flow.  

We decided to make it a tradition to have breakfast before the girls open gifts.  Although I read somewhere among the many blogs I caught up on today that someone leaves a few unwrapped so they have something to play with while breakfast is being made.  I thought that was a great idea!  We might have to try that for next year.  

I had a grand breakfast planned but the girls would have nothing of it, they wanted to eat cereal for breakfast.  Well then, eat cereal and mom will enjoy the cinnamon rolls! So cereal it was for the kids and eggs for mom and dad.  

The girls managed to spill on their pajamas during breakfast so we had them get dressed before we opened presents.  A very typical thing for them.  We usually by them pajamas to open on Christmas Eve so they get to wear them for  Christmas morning, well good thing I didn't do that this year!  

The girls loved all the gifts. There wasn't a lot but as you can see they had a few favorites!  

Princess and her new Dora spinning toothbrush

Princess loves her new Tag Reader, and the Miss Spider book!

The look of exhilaration from receiving princess lip gloss and body glitter! 

Lovebug opening her Fancy Nancy Doll

You can't tell she is excited about it or anything...

The Fancy Nancy blanket that I made her.  The front of it looks just like her doll. 

I don't think she likes it at all....

My Hello Kitty fanatic! 

A large Hello Kitty to go with the new Comforter.

A better picture of "Hello Kitty". 

Opening the Wii, Peanut got it right away. The other two took a minute! 

We spent the afternoon playing Wii, watching TV and making crafts with the girls. It was a pretty relaxing afternoon.  

This was the first year we have had Christmas dinner at our house with just our family.  It was really nice but for some reason, I had a hard time getting into the Christmas spirit this year. (that is a whole other blog post)  It really didn't hit me until a couple days before. Then I was just overwhelmed with things to accomplish. Christmas dinner just didn't end up being my thing this year.  I decided to make one of my favorite Chicken dishes this year rather then try to pick something new.  I really wanted Prime Rib, but that stuff isn't cheap.  I am saving up for next year though!  I made a few of the family favorites, like my mashed potatoes and rolls.  Nothing too fancy this year but I have 12 months to think about next Christmas!  

Even though this Christmas was different from years past, It really ended up being one of my favorite.  I will remember it and cherish it forever. 

A few of My Favorite things...

I feel like we started Christmas early around here this week!  

 Here are a few of my favorite things from this week, so far. 

My pod ornament that I got from Laura.  
I have had to stop my hubby from taking it
 apart!  He is fascinated about how it works. 
 Lovebug also will not leave it on the tree,
 and now wants one too, but only if they 
come in pink. :)

My  Hope ornament I received from    

my friend Cameran.I cried when I 

received it. It was just what 

I needed for Christmas this year, Hope.  

 Lovebug made this ornament for me at 
preschool. I will treasure it always.  

Lovebug's teachers made this 

for her for Christmas.Super 

adorable, I just love it!

Christmas card from my D Mamas all around the world! I have received so many I had to put cards on both 

sides of my door way this year!  I 

feel so blessed!

A calendar that Lovebug made me
at preschool!

Lovebug's 1st Christmas present this year, her very own
Fancy Nancy Doll!  She is in LOVE with it!

Last but not least!  My favorite Christmas gift, so far!
A new food scale!  

I hope that everyone is enjoying the Christmas Holiday so far!  

I know that I am.  

All I want for Christmas

This time of year always gets me thinking.  Okay, I know....but thinking more then usual about what life should be like.  What life used to be like.  What I wish life was like.  


People are always talking about what they want for Christmas.  Of course I would LOVE an iPod or and iPhone.  I new digital camera would be nice and so would a new wardrobe.  I could use a new coat and a couple dozen pairs of shoes.  While I'm at it I might as well add a laptop in there.  


I really would LOVE all those things but now-a-days., those things just don't seem to matter as much anymore.  Not since Diabetes entered our lives.  Yeah, they may make life easier. Even get my mind of things but they don't make diabetes go away.  


I want Lovebug, and our family to be free of this disease.  I just want our family to be "normal" again.  Whatever normal is....


I want to be able to go out with my hubby. I want to be free to go away for a weekend and not worry.  (what am I saying. We haven't even been away for a weekend since Lovebug was diagnosed) 


I want to be able to make Christmas cookies and goodies and not have to tell Lovebug that she can't put her finger in the batter or eat too many cookies, because they can reek havoc on her blood sugar.  


I want to be able to go to a Christmas party or any Christmas event and not have to bring along a extra bag of supplies to keep my daughter alive.  


I want her to be able to enjoy her Christmas party at school without having to pay for it later in high blood sugars.  


I want to be able to fill her stocking with fun Christmas candy instead of toys every year.  


I want to wake up Christmas morning and just let the her eat whatever she wants. 


I want Lovebug to enjoy all the things I enjoyed about Christmas when I was a little girl.  


I want my to be able to look at Christmas pictures and not think of before and after.  


I want Lovebug to know what it is like to not have Diabetes. She won't remember her life before diabetes.  


What my hearts desires this year,  what I want  more then anything.....is a cure.